What should i do..... on the one hand, im the Child of God. i just have to urge to scream all the vulgarities out as i wished. If im not the child of God, i probably be out there hurting all your feelings for you always say things so directly that i just can't help it. i felt irritated. gosh..

Thank God for teaching me to be like him. Psalm 103:8, The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. i need to control my temper.

just to vent my anger: why do you have to find fault in other ppl to cover yours? cant you just be a little more understanding, a little more initiative? forget it you dont understand.

You always say it but you dont do it. maybe im accusing you. but just let me be. i just need to get out of this place and stop thinking about it. you may say that im avoiding the fact but its good that i go relax before i got so stressed up with everything i'm with now and get into depression, and do something stupid.